CD1...again :(

Well, AF decided to rear her head today. Though I was expecting her arrival it still sucks. I had no intentions of taking a HPT, due to the fact that I all "symptoms" I had lined up perfectly with my normal PMS symptoms, plus after last month, I refuse to look into every little symptom. She was a day late(*darn you AF for getting my hopes up), so yesterday I said "what the heck?" and took a digi, minutes late a BFN popped up, so I knew at 14 DPO I was out of the running. Now my cycles vary between 32 and 33 days, so the 32 day consistency is out the window. I guess one positive is that I am going to Vegas next week, so now I will be able to drink and hang out. Secondly, I have a friend that is getting married soon afterwards, so I will be able to indulge in all wedding libations as well.
But it also presents me with another dilemma, my entire life I had always felt bad for holiday babies and now I am presented with the chance that if I do get preggers this cycle EDD will be between Jan 2-7th. Normally Jan 2nd-7th wouldn't be a problem, but what-if I deliver early, anywhere between a week or two will put baby at christmas time, and my luck it will be exactly christmas eve or christmas day. I am sure anyone would be happy to have the greatest gift ever on that day, but I also have a DS and I wouldn't want to take the holiday excitement away from him and I just think about this child going through the rest of their life having a bday around the holidays. So all of this to say, I guess I won't be "trying" too hard this month, but I won't be preventing either....HEY, but beggers can be choosers, right????